2 years...

Since I gave birth the twins. 2 Years since I last knew they were safe inside of my womb. 2 years since I held Julian, as he took his last breath. Almost 2 years since nature pulled the most cruel April Fools joke on me and took Tristian as well. 2 long years.

My heart still breaks every day, knowing that two of my children are not with me.

I hope that where ever you are, who ever you are with, that you have a Happy Second Birthday Julian and Tristian. I wish I could celebrate it with you closer,with the ability to hold you close, and kiss your foreheads, but I cannot, and this is all I can do for right now.

I love you and miss you!